Tuesday, March 31

Caught Up in A Rat Race


Good morning everyone,
This week, I started with a couple of mishaps and then i began to reflect on how my life has turned about. No doubt, the year 2009-2011 was the best periof of my blogging life. During that time, i woke up feeling inspired and positive, looking forward to experience all the beautiful day.



Moving forward from there, I have been establishing my own material wealth, chasing my dreams, weaving my ambitions. I got married, and have a happy life. Seems nice and all right, doesn't it? It's like a beautiful fondancy cake, the nice decorations doesnt necessary guarantees the cake is delicious. I have wore a mask that everyone wore- the "everything is ok" mask.


Reflecting from this, I am glad I have a platform to express my views and opinions, a platform to share my laughters and ranting. At least, i'm sure that i wont plunge into a state of depression or crash-a-plane. I am now writing this this post from LDP toll, the jam and the super long queue is unbelievable, yet amusing. Believe me, it's superbly terrible here that i have confident to complete writing before able to pass the toll! 

Yesterday, i got caught in Sunway Pyramid basement for 30mins, moved about 20m, and decides to park again and have dinner there. I hated when my life goes this way. My only console to myself was to jam my way to work, but i am unwilling to accept the fact that i have to jam all the way home too.


During times like this, i start to wonder, how long can i cope living like this? Married, but childless, me and my husband has the privilege to re-design our life. We can choose to move to a far away town, and i can learn to plant. I sil ntly laughed at this thought. Me, the almighthy msxeroz, actually had mentally succumbed to the rat race and thinking about being a farmer!


Can we let go, and let our sun rise from the right direction again? Can we find our new passion in life? 

So many questions, and so little answers.....

Most importantly, do we even have the courage to let go everything we tried to build so far? 

Tomorrow marks 1st April, it will be the launching of GST (Government Service Tax) 6% for all consumers. Those living in big towns and cities in Malaysia, will definitely feel a pinch. The shopping malls  were filled with people restocking, it looks almost like apocalypse! News has been circulating that our petrol price will be increased as well. Gah! Seems like everything increases but not our income! 

How do you cope? 

Xoxo,
Msxeroz







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