Wednesday, March 31

What If...

The inability to take control of a certain situation makes us feeling defenseless. That is what exactly I'm facing now. In life, we are all surrounded by question marks, which answers will reveal after we make decisions. What will happen to a person if there's too many questions and decisions can't be made?

I am looking forward to my one week vacation with my friends. What makes this vacation even special is that this is the first time i'll be having holidays overseas, accompanied by people i enjoy being with. (You know who you are)

After graduation, I've seen my friends complaining and suffering in their workplace. I do, have some predicaments at work, i complained, and let the anger evaporate within a week. I guess I must have been one of the luckiest employee in the world, because my boss isn't here to monitor me (I dare not to imagine if he's here in Malaysia- Me or Him will vomit blood). This leads into me, being in a comfort zone, and i sometimes forgotten how hard it would be at work.

When he was studying, i was worried. What would he do, once he graduate. I nag and nag~ we quarreled. He is unique- i can never find other word to describe him. Harsh outside, but sweet inside. I was relief for 1 month after he found his job. Our relationship changed, and he's moving to somewhere nearer to work. This marks the end of my wonderful home days (I always, as in very often go over his place for free dinner). It doesn't matter. I can learn to cook myself (which triggers Ugly Cooking).

Work, is filled with turbulence. He didn't want to share with me, and i didn't want to ask. I'm a very curious person, it is hard for me to suppress my curiosity. Throughout the years we've been together, i had never seen him being angry at anyone. He may throw a series of vulgarities, but he never had the sense of hatred. I wanted to be there for him, but i don't know how and what should i do. I could sense that he is unhappy, he forces himself to hang on to it. Unhappiness at work could be due to 2 reasons- people or the job. He feels happy when he has done or learned something at work. He would call and explain to me the whole process. So, i guess his unhappiness is due to some people at work.

I could never believed that he will face problems with people. (Usually that's my problem). I know him well, if you gave him a task, he will complete it perfectly for you.


What if his boss doesn't approve his leave? What if I have to go on my vacation without him? I can't imagine how he would feel. Imagine if he had to stay back, and called me when I'm in Phuket, and he could listen to the splashing waves at the background.

What if he can't go, and how would i feel?
Can i go in peace? Can i sleep in peace? Will i be happy knowing that he is sad to be left behind.

Arrrggghhh, it's so hard, but i have to be prepared that he might not be going. What to do, if his superior is ___________ (feel in the blanks with your own words). I have to be strong, I have to face this dilemma myself. Even if he's not going, i cannot show my emo'ness, i promise i won't ruin the whole gang's mood. Even if I will celebrate my birthday without him, i must not be sad. I will be happy so that he will be happy that i'm happy.

*Fingers crossed* Hope all my What Ifs can be resolved soon!

Tuesday, March 30

Oh Alice~Limited Edition 3D Alice In Wonderland Poster!

Have you watch this movie?

I had my share on Alice in Wonderland, all thanks to Ruumz (MovieRuumz, to be exact!). Well, it all started when i saw the mini-movie competition being organized.

Absent-mindedly, i send my answers and participated in the competition.

After 10 days, the results was announced! and OMG..i won! Grand prize!!!
I can't remember what i wrote to them!

And so i retrieved from my "sent item" folder. I was astounded, never thought that i wrote that anyway!

I went to collect my prizes, which are:

1. 3D Alice in Wonderland Lenticular 27x40 inch poster!
(was told that there's 12 pieces in Malaysia)

James the Boss of Ruumz present it to me despite having a hectic schedule.. =)

2. A Mad Hatter Notebook.

3. Almost Alice -Original Soundtrack of Alice in Wonderland.
My favorite song is by Owl City-The Technicolour Phase.
(Recommended, Must Listen!)

4. Alice in Wonderland T-Shirt
(gave to XeRoZ already)

5. 2x Complimentary TGV Alice in Wonderland tickets

Me, RedButtockz and other winner, Erra.

With the 2 complimentary tickets, me and RedButtockz went for the movie in Sunway Pyramid.

Alice in Wonderland, isn't the childhood story that we read of when we were kids. It has a unique storyline, with marvellous casts. It tells us that no matter what happens, we are who we are. Nobody and nothing can change us, as long as we believe our values are true. Alice, was facing all kinds of problems in reality, and due to her curiosity, she entered the Underland. The creatures of Underland believed that she was going to help defeat the evil Big Headed Red Queen. But Alice didn't believe that she was the one...

Overall, it's a fun filled movie, with jokes and humour all round.
I'm glad i watch it after all. It makes me feel happy and sad at the same time. Realizing, i have grown old along with Alice throughout these years.

MovieRuumz is having another competition for "How to Train Your Dragon". Just complete the 2 steps.

  1. Who voices the character of Hiccup?
  2. Name the dragon Hiccup trains with.
How do you train a dragon? (Answer with 10 words)

click here for more info and you may win something special!.

Thanks Ruumz-Lex, Shirley, James and other Ruummates for selecting me as a winner.


Monday, March 29

I Wanna Be a Project Alpha TV Star!

Everybody is born to be a star.
And it depends on how we polish our talents, and turn it into our strengths.

If i can sing, i would join Malaysia Idol

If i can dance, i would join " So you think you can dance".

If i am tough and challenging, i would join "Amazing Race"

The only problem is, i can't! (People who sings K with me knows how tone-deaf i am)
I have bad drawing skills, i don't play music.. Practically, there's nothing much that i can do!

Instead of clouded by mist of depression, I ask myself, what CAN I DO?

I can write, i can talk and i can blog!

So, why not give myself a chance to be a Project Alpha TV star??

Since started blogging, i have participated in many activities, I think i look good on TV~
Here's some of the activities i've been into:-

For "My Funniest Slurpee Video" Contest...

For "Digi Pimp My Day Challenge" promoting Digi & Swatch..

Project Alpha will be a good platform for bloggers to shine and grow.
I'm planning to reveal my audition video later.. (still working on it)

Gotta make sure i do my best for you all to watch!

Why don't you send in your audition video too?

You may shine like a bright star and be the guest blogger for Project Alpha next season!

and of course, not empty handed.

The Top 3 winners will be featured as guests bloggers in the next season of Project Alpha
and will also walk away with:

1st Prize
- 3 days 2 nights stay at 360Kuching Hotel, Kuching in a Deluxe Room with breakfast for 2 pax
- Adidas ACTION 3 hamper worth RM100 (Includes a South Africa 2010 mini ball)
- P1 W1GGY Prepaid worth RM199

2nd & 3rd Prize
- Adidas ACTION 3 hamper worth RM100 (Includes a South Africa 2010 mini ball)
- P1 W1GGY Prepaid worth RM199

Don't hesitate. Do it now!

Project Alpha Season 2 is presented by Adidas Action 3 and supported by P1 and MAS. Auditions are now open! Check it out at or

Saturday, March 27

Kitchen Creatures...

When i first heard of Kitchen Creatures, the first thing that came across my mind was..


Of course Kitchen Creatures isn't so! It is a restaurant located at Centrepoint, One Utama. Last week, i had a gathering with my friends there!

The first thing that you will notice as you entered the restaurant was the HUGE poster that says:-

Yupz..I think this is the only restaurant that provides good service without the stupid service tax!

Kudos Creatures~ Good job in biting off taxes away!

My male blogmodel: TianChad. Since 2009, TianChad has been a part of my everyday life.
Well, he has multiple roles: University mate, friend, bloggerbuddy, competition kaki, and a very nice companion!
(Still single, anyone interested please let me know i can arrange a blind date for you and available)

I ordered the Best Seller food: Spicy Spaghetti Aglio Olio with shrimp.

Appearance: 6/10
Taste: 4/10
Not as what i expected for a best seller..

I drank Chamomile tea~ It's aroma is good for relaxing & calming, and the tea is bacteriacidal (kills bacteria).

The Kitchen Creatures' eyeballs are on their ceiling.
Don't waste food, otherwise they'll flay you alive!
*my imagination only*

Here's our group photo~

Standing from left: TianChad, James, Franky, Raymond, and MsXeRoZ (me!)
Sitting from left: Li Ern, YengYeng & David

After that, me, Raymond, Franky,and David, went to Cheras for round II.

I ordered french fries..

First time my fries got served to me this way..
Looks funny!

My Date Night~

Me & XeRoZ has been together since 2005. And we have been into countless Date Nights since then..

Date Nights are always memorable! But one that is most unforgettable is the one where we arrived at the restaurant and there are no more vacant seats. T_T

And XeRoZ asked the boss, whether he can sell us his marinated lamb chops?
And he says yes!

So, instead of dining at the restaurant, we bought a few slices of lamb, and barbequed it ourselves!


Got "personal touch" to my delicious lamb chop!!!

This was 5 years ago... Erm XeRoZ, when can you barbeque for me again?

Or maybe, do you wanna go for this Date Night with me?

Friday, March 26

The Amazing Disgrace

I hope it's not too much to ask a humble favour from you all.

Lately me and my friends were participating in "My Funniest Slurpee Video"
Well, this time we did a video in the swimming pool.

Can you vote for us?

Pretty please???


In return of your votes, i post up a sexy pic of me~




Ta daaaa~~~

Damn sexy rite!

Now you have viewed my sexy pic, so please click on the HERE to vote!

Also, please drop me a comment after voting. I will personally thank you and click $$ for you too!

Thanks ya!

Voting ends this Sun! Vote now before its too late!

Thursday, March 25

The Beauty of Pudu Alleys

Last night i was spying playing on XeRoZ's laptop when he was bathing.

Then i found some photographs that i almost forgotten i was there!

Not too long ago, i joined Nuffnang, and started to be active in blogging..Met an inniter called Joyce, who is nice to meet up for photography session!

He brought us to places we never knew exist, places we never knew how to go to..

Below is a photograph taken by my ex-camera, the image looks so blue and calm.

My hair was straight at that time.. I come to wonder, straight nicer or curly nicer?

*think yellow abit*

Oh no, my sakai stunt!

And me shitting sitting in the dark alley.

Time has passed so fast, i can see that i have a baldy crown. T_T

Wonder whether I'm still bald now.

Lastly, my favorite photo of the day~


Wednesday, March 24

St. Patrick's Day @ 1U


Remember last Friday i was telling almost everyone that I'm gonna have fun at St. Patrick's Day?

Yups..I was kinda frustrated because XeRoZ gotta be here early. TheRedButtockz left early with TianChad, and they both were caught in the jam!

As for me?

I "SS" at home with my green outfit, green make up, and green earrings!

(SS: Syiok Sendiri)

Finally at 9.55pm, i managed to arrive there for the spectacular fireworks!

Then it started to drizzle (what an upset Friday for me!)

I find that the whole event was very organized. There were stages for performances & comedy lounge, stalls, game areas, food, tables & chairs for drinking and screen projectors too!

I find that we hangout the most at the Games Arena.

It's very smart of us to happen to be here. As it started drizzle, everyone was looking for the ultimate shelter. Well, i can say we found one and the game arena provides sufficient activities for us to spend!

Yes! I won a St. Patrick's magnet!!!
My frog entered the trap! muahaha~

Despite the drizzle, everyone was chilling and drinking Guinness, entertained by the comedian.

The crowd~

I didn't know that we can cast our wish for St. Patrick's Day!
What did I wish for?

I wish for more events like this! It's nice to be around people!

*yawnz* time to sleep!

I wonder whether there's St. Nicole's Day???

Monday, March 22

Shhh..I'm Telling You My Body Secrets


According to the "The Free Dictionary", secret is defined as "Something kept hidden from others or known only to oneself or to a few."

And, so I'm sharing with you a TOP SECRET information. Information many would die for, and information many had died knowing it *joking*

So ladies & gentlemen, here's...

I discovered My Body Secrets on March the 13th.
Thanks to TianChad who thinks I'm too fat, he invites me to dig out secrets from my body.

My Body Secrets is a newly-opened Beauty Center. Nicely decorated in harmony purple colour. I fell in love with the layout almost immediately.

While waiting for my session with the consultant, I took some photos of the interior that i love!

Purple, my fav colour!

I was touched checked by the beautiful consultant here!

And of course, I gotta bare it all except some "women' essential clothing", took measurements of body parts, and the therapist will do all the work.

This is the 1st time i stripped for a stranger, it felt really awkward!
However, i'm sure that the consultants are professionals who respect their customer's privacy & feelings. I told them i am unhappy with my flabby thighs, and so, the process will only focus on my both thighs.

I first undergo the RF treatment, and unfortunately after 5mins, the machine malfunction. I guess my body fats are too powerful to be exterminate after all!
Then the therapist switched another machine for me, which uses the vibration to shake off fats.
U~la la~ What an experience!!

I had the opportunity to enjoy both fat burning equipments, that works on different concepts!
  • The RF machine emits a warm heat, I love it so much! It's like a warm massage, that makes you feel that you're in wonderland.
  • The vibration machine actually tickles me. I suppressed my desire to laugh out loud. But after a while, I've got used to it. It's vibration shakes your flabby parts and it's very relaxing too!
While the therapists are working on my super-flabby thighs, the ambient was filled with smooth and relaxing music. Oh how i wish i live here!

After 20mins, i came out slimmer by 1cm on my thighs!!!

I didn't feel any difference on my body, mainly because i only did my thighs. But i felt very relaxed and satisfied with the environment there.

After my session, i was honored to speak to the Ms. Ruby Elizabeth Chua (OMG I LOVE HER NAME TOO).. She shared her vision for natural healthcare & beauty remedy. For her, "prevention is always better than cure".

My Body Secrets
Contact person: Ms. Ruby Elizabeth Chua
Tel: 03-6142 4898/ 016-721 7818
Address: 65, Jln PJU 5/21, The Strand, Kota Damansara, 47810 Petaling Jaya, Selangor.

No Sweat!

Mom once told me to get on my feet and exercise. I have been putting much weight since i graduated two years ago! I guess that I've been blessed with a stress-less, happy working environment, where i can sleep well, eat well without worrying much.

Eating too much, and sleeping too well, sometimes causes us to be as lazy as a pig!
So, according to mom, sweating is good!

But what happens when sweating causes discomfort?

I love going to events, and enjoy all the fun. But i hate it when i sweat!
And here's the reason why:-
  1. When I produce too much sweat, I will feel sticky & itchy!
  2. It looks very ugly to be sweaty because my bra-strap mark will be visible on the wet shirt.
  3. My make up will smear and I ended up looking like Joker.
  4. I think I stink!

It's not a sin nor a crime to sweat! But it's just unpleasant!
Furthermore, it's not something we can control of!

So, how can we sweat without fear??

How can we combat the horrid body odour?

For me, I'd choose to prefer well-balanced diet and improve my personal hygiene.
  1. Eat more vegetable & fruits- They contain vitamins & antioxidant that helps reduce your body toxins, & exterminate body odour bacteria too!
  2. Drink more water-flush all the bad stuff out, and keep body hydrated.
  3. Bathe using anti-bacterial soap.
  4. Don't sleep when you are sweating. You'll only make the mattress smells like you.
  5. Use a deodorant if you know you'll be out for whole day!
What about you? What do you do to stay fresh whole day??
Project Alpha Season 2 is presented by Adidas Action 3 and supported by P1 and MAS. Auditions are now open! Check it out at

Friday, March 19

Tonight's Gonna Be A Good Night!

Why so???

It's St. Patrick's Day Celebration @ Central Park, 1 Utama TODAY!!!!

Thanks to the generosity of Guinness Malaysia, I won a pint of Guinness & St. Patrick's Magnet!

Perhaps many of you don't know what does St. Patrick's day represent, well let me share with you...

*dramatic music*

Saint Patrick's Day falls on 17th March, originally was a Catholic feast day, and then it became a secular celebration of Ireland's Culture. Green ribbons & Shamrocks are the St. Patrick's day icon!

OK, my explanation is very brief and simple because I don't know much about it as well If i were to write the whole history of this event, then all of you would probably fall asleep halfway

Anyways, It's gotta be fun & laughter tonight!!!!

Anyone going??? See you there!

I'll post up my fun filled moments here when i'm back! =)